Too Late For Us

I saw him standing there. Like a tree without life. His eyes that were full of life, happiness and dreams were all wash away with sorrow and agony that I've caused.

He looked at me. Gaze that was not like before, full of love when he looked at me. Now, it was piercing, cold and with pure hatred. The great pain I've cause is evident on his handsome face.

He's not like before. He don't love me anymore because he hates me now. I know it is my fault for hurting him again and again. He gave his heart to me but all I did was break it away. I made the hatred he feel now. I made the person he have become.

If only I could turn back the hands of time, I would treat him kindly just like what he deserves. I would never hurt him. But damn! Because of the fear that engulfed me. I had hurt him and made him look like trash because of the fear of being in love.

Tears fell in my rosy cheeks. It was like rain, a rain full of sorrows and regrets. I could never have him again. And it slowly kills me inside. I realized that I love him but it was already too late. I already pushed him away out of my life.

This is my prize for being a great fool. For hurting this man who loved me with all of his heart and soul. I could only die, weep in silence and for the rest of my life, I’ll regret that I let him out of my life.

Lost Love

I realized that once you are given a chance, you must take it. Because if you won't, time cannot be taken back where it used to be. For moments in life are precious and can only happen once.

I...was given a chance for a lifetime love but I ignored it. Chance that I haven't given importance. And the love he gave me was tore into pieces. I had hurt him, shattered his love completely without mercy. I made him cry, cry with so much pain and sadness. I did it a numerous time until his love for me was drained by teardrops.

Now, he's already in love with someone else. To a person who return his love and treats him like a broken glass. I saw them holding hands, their faces were so happy. I could only gaze at them, full of hurt and regret. It is over now between me and him. He had already moved on but here I am, weeping for a lost love. A love were I just realized when it was too late. When the man I love already gave up on me. The man who I made look like a fool, dreamed on the past of having a future with me.

He turned towards my direction and I hide quickly on the tree where we spent most of our happy moments together. I cried and cried for the love I lost.

I weep like a child every night. Crying for a love that I wasted. Regretting the love that won't be coming back at my hands ever again.